This week is really and truly awful. I don't even have the energy to write about it. Getting things out in words usually makes me feel better, but not this time.

 College is stressing me out way more than it has any right to.

Everyone keeps telling me how 'oh! college will be the best time of your life! You should be so excited!' All college is doing for me so far is ruining my life.

 
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I'll be wearing purple on the 20th like it's my job.

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I get home from taking the SATs today and practically the first thing my mom says is how we have to sit down to mark out the due dates for applications to the ten schools I'm applying to, and for the supplements most of the schools require. She promises it won't take longer than twenty minutes, and that it'll be calm and confrontation-less. We sit ( Read more... )

I cannot even articulate how much it pisses me off that my parents don't understand a damn thing. They just DON'T GET that they are the reason I already dread and hate college. All the fucking pressure they've been putting on me for the past YEAR AND A HALF is what's making me procrastinate on my applications. They've built the whole fucked-up ( Read more... )

Pretty much my whole life, I've been dealing with this annoying, severe itchiness that happens sometimes after I shower or swim. I always thought it was just from sensitive, dry skin. It is seriously the worst thing ever, because the itching can get unbearably bad sometimes to the point that I just want to run around screaming, and I always second ( Read more... )

All those phrases like 'you only live once' or 'seize the day' are usually said to inspire or motivate people, aren't they?

Lately, stuff like that just depresses me. There's so much going on right now, so much to stress about. I'm constantly worried the important things are slipping through my fingers.

Oh my gosh so I just found out last weekend that this guy I know, Vince, works in Adam's management. \o/ He sent me these GIANT MOTHERFUCKING posters in the mail. I just hung one up on the back of my door. It's the Rolling Stone Cover and it's like 4 x 3 feet big and just..... @_@
Aaaaand! He said he didn't have anything signed by Adam on hand, but ( Read more... )